childhood memories

4 months with alan ♥

yes, now i'm in relationship with Alan after waiting for so looooooong ~ hahhahaha. 27th October 2010 . it was so amazing, i felt surprised, i didn't think that i'll be his girlfriend. hahha masih ngga nyangka bakal sama dia tapi udah jalan ampe hari ini dan baru sekarang bisa nemuin sifat aslinya, 1 bulan lebih untuk pdkt ternyata ngga menjamin tau sifat aslinya. well nobody's perfect yaa, this is my best choice, i love him, he loves me back and we did this fuckin' god damn long distance relationship -,- I sincerely love him and accept him just the way he is :) , although we're "different" i still love him and still wannna be with him for now. i love you Alan Budi Pratama thank you for the love and the joy you bring :)

hello March :D

THEIR CONFESSIONS:

34415.) you've been my best friend for years. i'm absolutely in love with you. i think you know, but i'm too afraid to tell you because i don't want you to leave me. you don't realize how much you mean to me, or how much it hurts when you put other people before me. you know how well we would work together. i wish you would just love me back.

34411.) I don't know who I am

34406.) Some people try too hard on their blogs...

34401.) I'm in love with someone who doesn't exist. So much that I imagine them sleeping beside me at night when it's just a body pillow.

34394.) I'm completely over my ex but sometimes i wish he'd still come up to me and talk to me. we ignore each other now and on the outside it seems like i'm okay with it but on the inside i'm dying. i just want to talk to him, like old times.

34390.) I don't know what I will do without my mom.

34389.) I just want someone to think about, miss, and love me. If I find that person who will do of that, I know that I wouldn't be feeling like shit everyday. I'm sick of being lonely. I really hope someone changes that soon.