Monday, June 13, 2011

sweet letter from a boyfriend to his girlfriend :----------->

Dear girlfriend, this is for you.
100. Your creativity in everything you do, it makes you stand out compared to everyon else.
99. You’re amazingly beautiful, regardless of if you put on make-up or not!
98. You try so hard in everything you do.
97. Your smile is spectacular, something that not only I notice but everyone in the whole wide world.
96. Your passion for music and wanting to write and create your own music, it inspires me to become more involved in my musical talents.
95. That voice you do when you try to act cute, it’s so adorable <3
94. When you mimic that smile I do! XD
93. You always want to talk to me and tell me everything =]
92. The way you bounce when you hear a song that makes you want to dance! :P
91. I know you try to show how much you care, it’s hard to show everything and I know it.
90. You deal with everything I throw at, even when it’s a lot.
89. You’re not afraid to tell me the truth, even if it does hurt.
88. You support me and the decisions I make.
87. You’ve seen the best and worst of me and you accept it.
86. You make me feel important.
85. For some reason you find me to be sooo attractive, even when you’re the beauty and i’m the beast. XD
84. You tell me you want to play brawl, even though you probably hate it =P.
83. You check in to make sure that I always have enough to eat!
82. You want to be the one I run to when I need help.
81. You’re cautious and I’m a bit wreckless. I often act on impulse and you remind me to think before I say something.
80. You like to eat a lot of different food! It makes going out on dinner dates more fun =D
79. You protect me, even though I’m the man!
78. You make me realize that all I ever wanted is everything you are.
77. You’ll go and watch scary movies with me, and all you ask is that I stay with you and you know I love spending that time with you ^_^
76. You’re so frustrating sometimes! Especially when you’re being a total hypocrite! But you know that no matter what I always come back to you.
75. You know what everyone says about me and what they think about me, and you still want to be with me.
74. You say you’re not beautiful when we both know that’s just wrong XD
73. You introduce me to new things in life everyday.
72. You want us to work, even when things seem impossible.
71. That scent when we hold each other.
70. That big smile you get when I come to pick you up =]
69. After my car accident, you never hesitated to pick me up, even when i’m the husband!
68. You like my singing, when clearly I suck =P
67. I love that lingering scent after everytime we spend time together, it makes me feel like you’re still right there with me.
66. You’re not afraid to show me how you feel, good, bad, happy, sad. It’s always the real you.
65. You’ve introduced me to so much new music, it’s almost overwhelming! 
64. Your insane obsession with always finding new music or artists before anyone else! =P
63. You really make me feel like you’re my everything, and how you want to spend time with me and the way you talk with me and share everything.
62. You want to buy me things, even when I say no, you do what you can to make me happy =]
61. You inspire me to love more and appreciate the relationships I have in my life.
60. You’re always early to pick me up, even if it’s a long time!
59. I get excited waking up every morning because it’s another day I have you =]
58. You accept me for who I am, even if it’s a video game playing, day late shaving, slumdog millionaire looking boyfriend =D
57. You make me feel like I can do something, that I can be someone in the future and you give me the strength to carry on. They say behind every strong man, there’s a stronger woman, and they must’ve been referring to you.
56. You give me compliments about how I look, even if I don’t shave or forget to shower XD
55. When you rest your head on my chest and listen to the funny noises my digestive system makes!
54. You remind me that after all the bad, I’m still blessed because I have you.
53. I feel like I had no reason for anything, and then you came into my life and gave me a reason to believe, you restored hope for me.
52. You give me that feeling that I can mess up, because I feel as if you’ll always be there to help me fix my mistakes.
51. Those random times where one of us gets lyrics wrong in a song and then we just laugh about it… then get the lyrics wrong again XD
50. The fact that I still get nervous everytime I see you, my heart still races everytime.
49. Every kiss we share, it’s like we’re still kids feeling that passion of having their first kiss <3
48. The different places you want to go to and the things you want to do, I feel like our lives always have adventure and when we’re together, anything can happen =]
47. When we’re on the phone together, and the sound of your voice when you whisper “goodnight” to me.
46. Whenever I’m mad, you immediately want to hold me and calm me down.
45. When I forget things sometimes but you always remember everything, even the smallest of details.
44. The face you make when you actually do forget stuff XD
43. You’re so beautiful, it doesn’t matter what, how, when, why, or where. You’re beautiful and that never changes.
42. You share your life with me, and in turn we discover so many new things about ourselves as well as each other.
41. Each love song I hear is for you, and everytimne I hear one, you’re the one I picture singing to or dancing with =]
40. You make me your #1 priority
39. You always vent to me and look to me for advice, I feel very trustworthy because of you.
38. You’re so strong, you call yourself weak, but look at everything you’ve gone through and put up with, you think someone weak can deal with that? I dont’ think so.
37. You make me apart of your life in every way =]
36. You keep me warm =]
35. When we always talk about everything after we oof XD
34. The deep breaths you take whenever I kiss your neck and collarbone ^_^
33. When you tell me you love me and how you say always and forever <3
32. How you try to accept all of my friends, even if they’re flat out weird!
31. Whenever we stop at a red light, we kiss and then try to check for a green light and laugh when we kiss and people honk at us! 
30. We can spend hours together not doing anything, and be perfectly happy.
29. How I miss you everytime we have to go, it hurts to have to say “i’ll see you later” or “drive safe”, but I’d rather do it because i know it makes you sad too.
28. When we met we first had this connection, this weird thing that kept bringing us together and ever since then our lives have been  intertwined, through good and bad we’ve been able to stick to each other, we are able to define what love is =]
27. You give me hope when it all feels lost.
26. You’re MY favorite, like the number you’re on =D
25. You make me better, in every way =]
24. You pay attention to me, even when i’m not doing anything.
23. You give me love, love, love, love, craaaaazy love <3
22. The nicknames we give each other, even if it is mushy, you still love it =]
21. You’re my “punkinpunkinpunkinpunkiiiin!”
20. The way you always want to hold me.
19. You make me sammiches that are always so delicious!
18. You take care of me, they say that every guy looks for a girl who reminds them of their mother, and no one ever took care of me like you do.
17. You love me even though you’ve been told so much by other people, you picked me.
16. You show me that it’s okay to make mistakes, because you’ll be there to help me get through everything.
15. You want to make me happy, even when it’s an inconvenience.
14. You sit through all the mean things I have to say and still want to be there for me.
13. We realized that before us, things weren’t right and ever since we came together our lives suddenly felt complete.
12. You show me unconditional love, regardless of if I deserve it or not, and for that I’m so grateful to you.
11. When we touch, I no longer feel like it’s “me and you” rather I feel like we’re one, before we touch we’re two seperate entities, but once we do everything becomes “We”.
10. Whether it’s today, tomorrow, or next week, I’ll always have something to look forward to because it’s another day with you.
9. You make me feel as if i’m more than just a boyfriend, that i’m a best friend, a husband, a provider, you make me feel like I can be everything I ever wanted.
8. There’s something about you that always leads me back to you, even if you don’t make the first move, I’ll always crack first and come back.
7. I feel as if I can truly trust someone, you.
6. You’ve put me through so much, but I’ve been able to grow from it.
5. Your faith in our relationship, even when all hope seems lost, you do everything you can.
4. You showed me that I have someone special, someone that can become more than just a “girlfriend”, an everything.
3. You make me so mad, but then it never compares with how happy you make me ^_^
2. You showed me that words like “Always” and “Forever” actually have meaning.
1. You showed me what love is.
You showed me that love exists and it’s more than just a feeling, you give me so much with each passing day and because of you I feel everything I ever wanted, and knowing you is loving you.

Ne-Yo - Better today

guys,try to listen this song :)




Ne-Yo: Better Today Lyric

Whoa oh, whoa oh.
Whoa oh, whoa oh.
Whoa oh, oh.

You see it all in my smile.
You hear it all in my laugh.
The way I walk, you hear me talk.
And know I'm no longer sad.
I got no reason to smile more now than I've ever had.
I open up my eyes and realize that nothing's quite that bad.

I've got a different approach to dealing with emotion.
Keeping control of my boat, while drifting on this ocean.
Keeping my head to the sky, keeping tears out of my eyes.
Unless happiness be the reason that I decide to cry.
And life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong.
Stand up now, stand up now and I promise not before long.

You'll be feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
Much better today.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
You're feeling so much better.

I know about down and out.
I know about when it gets tough.
Losing my fight, can't see the light.
And you just wanna give up.
I know about being depressed.
By needing someone to love.
I also know by standing up and saying enough is enough.

Oh, I've got a different approach to dealing with emotion.
Keeping control of my boat, while drifting on this ocean.

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/better-today-lyrics-neyo.html ]

Keeping my head to the sky, keeping tears out of my eyes.
Unless happiness be the reason I decide to cry.
And life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong.
Stand up now, stand up now and I promise not before long.

You'll be feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
Much better today.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
You're feeling so much better.

(Ohh whoa. Oh whoa, whoa)
(Oooh)

I feel like if I try, I could fly away right now.
All because I've finally found my smile.

(x2)
And you'll be feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
Much better today.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.
So much better.
You're feeling better today.
Much better today, much better today.

You're feeling so much better.

let me show my stitches :)


i don't know why i love stitch :3 i think Stitch has a cutie face, uniqe ears, uniqe mouth and aaaaaaw he's so cuuuuuteeeeeee! i'm a newbie of collecting Stitch's stuffs. there are so many stitches i waaaant, but for now i have no money hmm.


and i want this Stitches sooooo much :








aaa i wish my mom could buy this Stitches for meee :---------->

Saturday, June 11, 2011

THATS HOW BORED I AM . OKAY BYE

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = ultra milk
2. Last phone call= Alan (ʃ⌣ƪ)
3. Last text message = bitch
4. Last song you listen to = like a g6
5. Last time you cried = last night :(

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = Kind of
 7. Been cheated on = Yaaaaaa
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Fuck yes.
9. Lost someone special = hmm maybe
10. Been depressed = nope
11. Been drunk and threw up = YES lol

 LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue
13. pink
14. black

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = Yeah
16. Fallen out of love = Yeap.
17. Laughed until you cried = YES LOL
18. Met someone who changed you = I think so.
19. Found out who your true friends were = yaaa
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes, of course
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = no

GENERAL:be 
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = i don't knowww, maybe 70%
24. Do you have any pets = yes,and i miss them a lot :/
25. Do you want to change your name = Not really.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = ................ disgusting but meaningfull haha lol  #endofstory
27. What time did you wake up today = 05:00 am WITA
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = posting tumblr, tweeting, bbm-ing
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = TICKET TO GO TO YOGYAKARTA
30. Last time you saw your Mother= 06:00 am
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = my attitude :$
32. What are you listening to right now = marcell-peri cintaku. fuck
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = no
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = I'm totally bored
35. Who's that one person you can't forget = H I M
36. Where's your favourite place to shop = wherever i want
37. Nickname = Ameeey
38. Relationship Status = taken by someone :$
39. Zodiac sign = gemini
40. He or She = she
41. Elementary = sdn 026 kr.jati school of gangster hahahah lol
42. High School = SMANSA BALIKPAPAN
43. College = belom kuliah kali :/
44. Hair colour = black
45. Long or short = i think i'm short
46. Height = 164....................... fuck
47.  Do you have a crush on someone = FUCK YES.
48. What do you like about yourself = EVERYTHING
49. Piercings = NO
50. Tattoos = MY MOM WILL KILL ME SOON IF I HAVE TATTOOS
51. Righty or lefty = RIGHT

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery= Never had.
53. First piercing = Ear, when i was a kid, skrg udah buntu hahaha
54. First best friend = Adi
55. First sport you joined = badminton WTF
56. First vacation = Surabaya when I was like 1 year old ??
58. First pair of trainer = No fucking idea

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = everything :9
60. Drinking = breezer ?
61. I'm about to = try loosing boredom
62. Listening to = some random songso
63. Waiting for = My mind to rest, and his text :)

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = 1 boy, 1 girl. enough
65. Get Married? = of cooooooooouuurseeeeee
66. Career? = Fucking psychiatrist, amin 0:)

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes = lips
68. Hugs or kisses = hugsssssssssssssssssssssss
69. Shorter or taller = taller
70. Older or Younger = both
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = ARMS FOR GOD'S SAKE.
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = RELATIONSHIP
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hm trouble maker 

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger = no
77. Drank hard liquor = sometimes, when i want :p
78. Lost glasses/contacts = nope
79. Sex on first date = no
80. Broke someone's heart = I think so..
82. Been arrested = Not yet. HAHAH NO WAY NEVER.
83. Turned someone down = yes............
85. Fallen for a friend = yaaaaaa

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
86. Yourself = sometimes
87. Miracles = YES OMG COME TRUE NOW.
88. Love at first sight = FUCK YES
89. Heaven = Yeah that's where i'm going
90. Santa Claus = NO 
91. Kiss on the first date = ah.........
92. Angels= Some how..


Don't be afraid to be yourself.

bold what applies to you.
  • I’m loud.
  • I’m sarcastic.
  • I cry easily. 
  • I have a bad temper. 
  • I’m easy to get along with.
  • I have more enemies than friends.
  • I drink coffee.
  • I clean my room daily.
My appearance:
  • I wear makeup. 
  • I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
  • I wear contacts. 
  • I wear glasses. 
  • I have/had braces.
  • I change my hair color often.
  • I have a piercing. 
  • I have small feet.
Relationships:
  • I’m in a relationship now. 
  • I’m single.
  • I’m crushin’. 
  • I’ve missed an ex before.
  • I’m always scared of being hurt.
  • I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
  • I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. 
  • I’ve been in love more than two times. 
  • I believe in love at first sight. 
Friendships:
  • I have a best friend.
  • I have at least five REAL friends. 
  • I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
  • I’ve beaten up a friend.
  • I’ve been in a serious argument with a friend.
  • I can trust at least five people with my life. 
Experiences:
  • I’ve been on a plane.
  • I’ve taken a taxi.
  • I’ve taken a city bus.  
  • I’ve taken a school bus.
  • I’ve made a speech.
  • I’ve been in some sort of club.
  • I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
Music:
  • I listen to R&B.
  • I listen to pop.
  • I listen to techno.
  • I listen to rock. 
  • I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
  • I download music.
  • I buy CD’s.
Family Life:
  • I get along with both of my parents for the most part.
  • My parents are still together. 
  • I have at least one brother.
  • I have at least one sister.
  • I’ve been kicked out of the house.
  • I’ve ran away from my home. 
  • I’ve sworn at my parents.
  • I’ve made my parents cry.
  • I’ve lied to my parents.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
  • I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
Hair:
  • I’ve been brown.
  • I’ve had highlights.
  • I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve been blonde.
  • I’ve had black.
  • I’ve been red.
  • I’ve been light brown.
  • I use conditioner. WHO DOSNT? WTF
  • I’ve curled my hair.
  • I’ve straightened my hair.




Thursday, April 7, 2011

i hate.............

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all.

Here is a poem written by Aubrey Mauger :) When You Write

Does it seem ever so sweet when those
words you claim to feel spill onto this
tethered wheel, while it spins round and round.
do you claim to keep your brace. are your
feet planted on the ground. Cause i seem
to feel a conspiracy every time your eyes seem
to meet with me.

When you write these words
do they seem to make you feel
like your moving closer to me
like your sealing the deal.
When this pen hits a page
does it scream out my name.
the poetic motions flowing
like the last seconds in a game.

Does it seem to be a fit when your
sitting all alone reaching for the telephone
Hoping that you'll hear it sing, with the
sweetest of songs crying out the melody.
That seems to captivate your heart.
but the things I said to you seemed to have
broken you apart.

When you write these words
do they seem to make you feel
like your moving closer to me
like your sealing the deal.
When this pen hits a page
does it scream out my name.
the poetic motions flowing
like the last seconds in a game.

When you write these words
do they seem to make you feel
like your moving closer to me
like your sealing the deal.
When this pen hits a page
does it scream out my name.
the poetic motions flowing
like the last seconds in a game.

It was a long way down.
and we never spoke again.
But the way you took it in
Seemed the pen was your only friend.
and these pages stack
towards the one you carry dear.
But shes long gone now
and that the sad truth you fear.
In this growing cold,
lonely looking place.
there is a single shred of hope
still lingering on your face.
its controlling those actions
that seem to write down words.
its the inspiration thats fighting to be heard.

When you write these words
do they seem to make you feel
like your moving closer to me
like your sealing the deal.
When this pen hits a page
does it scream out my name.
the poetic motions flowing
like the last seconds in a game.